Tonight me and Ulfah are gonna watch Fadhil's "graduating production". I hope I phrased that correctly. It always bothers me to not address things correctly cause I don't wanna acidentally insult or discount anything. Hehe but yay break a leg Fadhil. You're gonna be as beautiful as Lana's wink in the Love MV. And yay, meeting someone else too 😉
And I love u guys.
it has been what, 7 years of bffship? day by day you get thinner and hunkier. and even though we have been ugly in photos recently, i'd like you to know that you are still very beautiful and stunning, even though you are having some troubles with your complexion and your face in general.
shades still exist though, just saying.
so here's the point of my annoying message. happy 20th birthday muhammad saiful bin noor mohd. here's to another 70 years of bffship and birthdays, till we grow old together and die in the same nursing home.
also, here is some produce. amek kau.
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we don't know each other at this point in our lives, let's be honest. i don't know who saiful talks to the most at work, and i don't know who keeps NS bearable for fadhil.
neither of you know about the subjects i study in school and how i fared for them this semester.
but we all have someone who knows us better than anything else at this moment.
and i guess it's okay that we all have our own new people to tell things to, to confide in.
perhaps there is more than just one definition of a best friend. for us, it's no longer that we share our lives together. it hasn't been that for a long time, and as much as i do miss us, i'm over it. we're not the friends we used to be and i don't know if we ever will be again.
we've gone from making each other cards for no good reason to letting other people lead birthday celebrations, or forgetting them altogether.
we're still best friends now because of how we are, we all still know the essence of each other. who we really are deep down, who we were and how we've changed. and we know how to chart the changes we'll see in each other.
we don't know how we are at this moment, but we know how we will be always.
the little voice messages, text messages of missing each other. knowing we're still on each other's minds.
what still makes us best friends is how we still fit together, laughter, old jokes and the resolute and companionable silence that come with saifulfahdhil.
neither of you are going to read this till i point it out, i know. but that this url still exists, and that i can read the ways we've supported each other, these memories are what keeps this friendship alive.
we're not the closest friends we have anymore. but we're BFFs. and we always will be.
i love you both, and there are steel cables that will always keep me tied to you.
see you on monday.
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also, fadhil's face is at Boon Lay MRT station. :D
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And when that happens, you know something big has happened in Saifulfahdhil history. Sadly, this time its a sad one. Depressing. Devastating. Anguishing. Moroseful.
The inevitable has happened. We forgot Ulfah's birthday.
HAPPY BELATED (by one day ONLY) BIRTHDAY ULFAH!
Saiful and Fadhil feel reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllly bad because we forgot. Our heads are clogged with other useless junk. But come on you know we still love you!
Saiful will get an awesome gift for you. And you can purposely forget Fadhil's birthday next year as payback. :D
just bringing this back, since it's all over facebook again. i think he most important thing about this picture is the fact that i'm next to aishah and aquiah. it just shows how much has changed.
i can't tell why i liked fadhil. ._.
and awww, saiful you so chubbs.
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